My Second Journey - Mastectomy # 2

A question I never asked myself although others have asked it of me, Why you? You always seem to do every thing right.  My response is that having done the right things have prepared me for this day. Don't misunderstand me it has not been easy, but faith, love, hope has been my source of strength. What keeps me going? The grace and blessings I continue to experience despite my situation. The acceptance of my new body, chest less, extended tummy and all.

The timing was also right for me, processing through the Lenten season - the passion and death of our Lord and Savour,  followed by the Resurrection - Easter Season, the season of hope. What a metaphor?  Jesus the Christ Son of the almighty, suffered and died but the grave could not contain him.  A friend reminded me to place my suffering at the foot of the cross another recommended that I offer my pain and discomfort up as my Lenten sacrifice.

My prayer warriors were in full force. The numerous sharing of prayers and words of comfort I received during that time. The Masses of healing and thanksgiving that were said on my behalf. The whattsapp messages "you are in my/our thoughts and prayers", "God is in control, he will see you through". These I know were all genuine and comforting.  The sharing of information and words of advice from those who had travelled that road before me.

The love of family particularly my children, sister in law, adopted daughter and cousin, the love and attention that I could not pay for.  These were all blessings,  I saw gifts in them that I had not seen before as they made every effort to ensure that the absence of those who were there during the first journey was not too evident. The second journey started approximately five years after the first.  This time my two main cheer leaders were not around.  I know whenever they are they were looking down on me with unconditional love and compassion, wanting only the best for me.

My specific intention and payer for myself during that time was that I be lead to the right professionals. Professionals that were personable, compassionate,  thorough and paid attention to detail.  I was not disappointed, in that department my prayers were definitely answered. My oncologist, surgeon, attending nurses, genetic consultant, x Ray technicians and other medical personnel were angelic. My prayers were answered.

Moving forward life for me has to be one day at a time. I thank God that is was a case of early detection. With the onslaught of the degradation of our environment despite doing what we believe to be right we never know how we are being impacted negatively by our environment from the chemicals in our foods to the chemicals in the products we use personally, at our homes and our use of technology.  I believe that they all play their part in weakening our immune system. I don't know what the coming days, months and years may bring but I thank God for where I am today and all the today's to come.

I remain forever grateful for the love and support of family and friends. My support team both at home and office who keep the fires burning and continue to make things happen. My recovery is ongoing by God's grace. I will continue to take care of myself until.  Looking forward to the next phase of my life.  With much gratitude, Peace & Love.